My 19th Birthday

Time had passed quickly, and I think this blog is about 2 years old plus?
My 2nd birthday blog.

I get to celebrate my birthday for 3 times this year. 1 from BS, 1 from by dearest friends, and 1 from my family. I appreciate all the efforts and sincerity to celebrate my birthday.

The celebrated the first one on Mooncake Festival. A nice Ice-cream cake brought to me by swenseens. I think it was bought by Yi ping? Hmm... Thanks... Finally, someone had brought surprises for me. Haha...

I always like secretly support, Or to do something for other's sake behind them. Some say I think too much, but maybe because of this shortcoming, I might bring some warmth to people as I decipher the meanings behind each action and reaction?

The 2nd one was with my family, we went to "zheng fa Live seafood" at marina bay to eat steamboat. I knew tat place due to helen. Nice steamboat actually, but we didn't take the life animals... Its kinda lesson of life there, where u see how the crabs and prawns are being slaughtered, den u learn arh... Better dun do that, they look pitiful. Perfect day as well. Blessed. Maybe normally I dun get peace, there is always troubles from those people, which I still don't understand why things seems so hard for them, or are they just reluctant. But compared to the rest in the past, they are the best already.

I was grateful that at least, on the few days b4 and after my birthday, things are going smooth and good. I can lead my life peacefully without worrying about them.

3rd one was by them =).. Nice card and...Pepper and salt holder? It's a kind of art piece to me and I like it, suitable for my taste... I mean, if it were me, I will choose such pepper and salt holder for myself too. Nice hugging pepper and salt, does it imply that, people with different contents can come together harmoniously too? Just like how the 2 bottles hugged? May I wish that those who had come together shall not fall apart. May friends never become enemies and be loving towards each others always. May people who had fallen apart, soon come together harmoniously.

It really ease my heart. The greatest gift was nt that porcelain pepper holder sculpture, but the ease to my heart lo. I am glad that, you people are still with me. I hope someday, you shall sort out your thoughts within ok. Search back the true self, which is good and pure. I trust all of you, as friends forever. Human in nature is good, it is due to fear or greed or hate or delusion that one do bad things.

For my birthday, I'll say, as a person who understood that hatred never appease hatred will not whole grudges. My decisions, actions and behaviour was for the benefit for you as well as the overall, as far as I can think, as far as I know of. My stern appearance and strict and hard comments is never meant to hate or dislike you as a person. I wished that everyone can realise and see the big picture and not the small, so that you don't get the wrong idea which it can make you feel bad.

Anyway, its a birthday worth to remember. Its meaningful, its a reflection. May all be well and happy. May you be victorious and wise. May BS soon be a place which brings the Dhamma and its committee be capable, upright and wise, willing to do for the benefit for others.