永远在变的生命

遥远的我，
突然想起了你。
漫长的轮回中，
无数的悲欢离合，是为了什么？

无尽广阔的世界中，
我孤单的看着心底中的你：
你们过的好吗？

过去原来是这么的近，
却又那么的遥远。

你在我的世界的你，
我在你的世界的我。
原来我们一直都生活在自己创造的世界中，
却又在彼此的世界中联系在一起。

永远的此时此刻，你们过的好吗？

经在脚下。。。我们要走路

不请之师劝三学。。。

上人大悲啊。。。

Gratitude to my Father

I saw a vision in my mind.
It was an event happened during my primary school days.

I can feel that bitterness in my heart even now, that I cried. I felt very wronged, very angry when I was disturbed by others in school. Then my father will talk to me in his room, teaching me the virtues of being tolerant, that I should not get angry over other people's misdeed, I should be forgiving. I cried, when he told me all these, but I understood the beauty of being good, of being virtuous.

So I became the peace-maker in school. I will appease any quarrels between my classmates, I'll repeat the teachings that I've learnt from my father to them. Although, I am very hot tempered myself too.

There is a girl I remembered, when I was P5. We quarrelled from P5-P6, but, the quarrel was all in the mouth... We are still friends, not matter how heated up we are. Not enemies in our minds.

This is how I grew up for 6 years.

It was another senerio in Secondary school. I can no longer appease any war between anyone. I was exposed to all the "Yellow" languages and topics. So, I mixed with the girls more closely than guys. Maybe gossips and better than those things.

It was my merit to have interest in Chinese culture, that I start reading 儒家经典. collecting and searching 四书五经. From 论语，I learnt about the path of 君子and Righteousness.

At my time, gansters are common in my school. Fights, bully case, defiance and so on... It's a complicated environment. That's how I was prevented from turning too bad, though I was constantly bullied by a group of people.

My 君子之道 carries on all the way into my Poly life when slowly, my 君子之道 became 觉悟之道。But, it all started from my childhood education, the education of virtues and morality, which still keeps me in the right path. It was the virtues that I was taught protected me. All the canning and tears, seems to be worthwhile when I see what kind of person am I, deep within, though not perfect in purity.